Its 9:10 pm, Friday, Aug 11 2023. In about 3 hours, It will be my birthday. Im not a party person, and Im happy na Sabado ang birthday ko. Im an introvert and loner, I thrive on being alone, just working , or just browsing in the internet. I hate small talk.
Im just feeling down these days. Earlier, I approved the leave of a staff going to Japan for a vacay. Should I be jealous ? Nah, I had a trip to HK, and the memory left of that trip was that, I spent too much money on it and lots and lots of walking. No regrets though, I had great pictures.
You know why Im sad? maybe Im just tired. Maybe its about getting old. Maybe Im sick? the heat? Pre menopause symptoms? I feel fat and ugly. Anyways, its one of those times I need a positive outlook in life.
Seconds before i opened blogspot, I checked my email, and lo and behold, e submission just verified my submission for VAT which I sent last July 2. Cheers! Thank you Lord.
I have simple dream, that every start of the week, I secretly wish its Friday, so I can sleep longer on a Saturday. and I really hope weather is just a bit cooler. But since Birthday ko Sabado, kelangan lumabas coz I feel pathetic just staying at house.
Lord, I do have a wish. That I would find a staff as good and reliable as Lydia and Edelord. Lydia was a great loss to me. I just need someone reliable that can help me and has brains, if you know what I mean.
Anyway: may prayers
1. I pray for the health of my Mama, sana Lord, mawala na ang ubo niya. Phlemex do your thing. How can I travel? I cant leave my Mom here alone
2. I pray for my health. Lord, guide me on what to do
3. I pray for my family. Kevin and Nora, please stay healthy and be well
4. I pray for my secret lodi (Alden Richards) for successful business ventures, more movies and collaberations and for achieving your dreams. Sana makayanan ko maging fan, coz medyo tamad ako. I just pray that you are protected from bad elements, and that you make wise decisions, Protect him Lord.
5. Sana ganahan ako mag declutter. My room is such a mess full of junk and garbage. kaka lazada ko yan.
Do I have a dream for myself? To be honest, I just wanted a job. Yun ang dream ko dati. To have my own income. I dont have a house, no car. Just a room in my parents house with so much clutter. I didnt expect I would grow old with my sister. Good luck to me haha
Basta Lord, guide me please. Take care of me. Im always scared on whats gonna happen. I dont want to take risks. I hate socializing. I hate going out at night time.
By the way old friends, thanks for reaching out to me, pasensya na I dont respond at times. The last time I socialized with the samgyupsal dinner, I had pains in my arms for weeks. I think its still there, reminding me. Dont do that again hehe.
random thoughts: should I just buy a pair of pants on sabado? hmmm
9:26 pm: Before I forget. HBD to me. 53.
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